气球飞走了

Everyone has an inner world.
Everyone has a song of their own.
Everyone has regrets.
Everyone has a choice.

Not every inner world is beautiful.
Not every song is happy.
Not every regret can be amend.
Not every choice is right.

Emotions. The part of the consciousness that involves feeling.
Memories. Faculty of where things are recalled to or kept in the mind.
Desires. A wish or longing.
Secrets. Not expressed; inward.

I like to think that being (overly) emotional loaded is indeed not a benefit but I never rejected that as well.
I like to think that memories are indeed painful stuff but I still like to have more of that.
I like to think desires are something that is used to punish us but I can't escape from that.
I like to think secrets are beautiful but I think it's a poison at the same time.

I asked Jason before what would he tell me if I only have 15 seconds left.
I forgot where I saw this question from. Most likely a blog and don't be surprised if it originates from yours.
I had a very beautiful answer from him then. It is an answer that I would love to think it will never change till the end of time.

I asked ..."If you have my last 30 seconds of my life, what would you tell me?"
God knows why I love such sadist questions but I still think that is a very beautiful question.
I thought it is kind if you know how much time you have left then it ended before you knew it.

The very first answer that I've got is beautiful too.
But I thought...As I thought, that answer wasn't really meant for me.
The second time I got the answer is another beautiful thought but I felt sad.
Although I know how things would be from the start but I can't help to feel sad.

不管你知道不知道
你对我真的重要

If I can live another 50-60 years, would it be as beautiful as that last 30 seconds? Or perhaps the last 15 seconds would be better?